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I wanted you to be the love that changes. You were the love that destroyes. I wanted her to be the friend that heals, she was the friend that abuses. I wanted him to be the one that destroys my pain, he was the one that did not give a fuck. I wanted you all to be my life, you are the ones that killed me

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n°4

septembra 13, 2017

This healing process feels like I am slowly waking up from really bad nightmare.

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How does it feel to be depressed?

septembra 13, 2017

1. That even switching off the alarm is killing me. 2. That I am not enough and never will be. 3. My friends do not actually care, they only want to seem perfect and saint. 4. If I am happy, I do not deserve it and it feels wrong. 5. "Just wait until you get into your room where nobody sees you. Do not burst into tears until then." 6. I care too much and I am too conceited. 7. I say something horrible about me selfishly just because I want to hear something good after long day. 8. Do not believe compliments. 9. I suck. 10. I cannot get out of the bed. "How do I do that?" 11. It feels like everyone is just lying to me. 12. Do not want to burden anyone, so I just write down anything to feel alive. 13. Do not want to kill myself, because it would burden someone. 14. Do not want to talk with others because I just poison their happiness. 15. It feels like everyone is leaving me. 16. I pretend to be happy just not to burden anyone. 17. I...